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[criminaljustice]

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[mapsio]

[ this is much better leaning!! ]

I think I'm just...tired? Tired. I'm very tired. This whole thing made me even more tired.

[criminaljustice]

Tired makes sense.

... I am... glad. That the angel got you out of there, though.

[mapsio]

I realize that getting trapped there... I could have never returned. I'm sorry.

[criminaljustice]

You don't have to apologize...

I mostly meant... being trapped somewhere away from people... really sucks.

[look, he will forever understate that feeling]

[mapsio]

Even if there were others there, I ended up alone...again.

[ This...should teach her not to wander off. ] You're right though, being trapped is really not that great.

[criminaljustice]

[time to make leans into cuddles with both arms going around her.]

It's not.

[so yeah, HE GETS THAT.]

... still, to think there might be a Heaven and an angel... I'm not sure I can wrap my head around it.

[mapsio]

It seemed pretty real. Heaven, that angel. I brought something back with me to prove it was a real experience.

[ Maybe Prim should make use of the buddy system. ]

[criminaljustice]

[tbf, in Hell, buddy system fails sometimes.]

Brought something back?

[mapsio]

[ fair enough.

she reaches into her pocket a pulls out a necklace with a pendant. it's certainly beautiful, but it shines so brightly that if one were to look directly it they may see stars for a bit. ]

This.

[criminaljustice]

[SQUIIIIIINTS but ah yeah. trying not to blind self.]

That's... bright.

[mapsio]

Mm...it is. It's from the courtyard in Heaven.

[ Tucks it back away, head resting on his chest. ] Heaven didn't look so good.

[criminaljustice]

... assuming it is Heaven.

[sorry but he's been thinking it for a while now]

[mapsio]

Mm...if it was Heaven. Of course I have my doubts about that whole experience still.

[ Reaching up to twirl a piece of his hair around her fingers. ]

[criminaljustice]

[tilting his head with that.]

... I've been here for what feels like so long that the idea of there really being a Heaven feels really foreign.

And even if there is a Heaven... there's been no indication they really care about what goes on here.

[mapsio]

I stopped thinking there was a Heaven after the trial, you know.

[criminaljustice]

[... ah. guess it's. time to admit to a thing.]

I don't even remember the trial... very well.

[or at all]

[mapsio]

[ ...oh. ]

Maybe it's better that way.

[ fingers sliding a little more into his hair. ]

[criminaljustice]

[no objections to hairpets. they're soothing.]

... even when it's because someone killed an aspect in my heart?

[mapsio]

[ Shaking her head. ]

I don't like that part.

[criminaljustice]

[s-sighs]

I don't either...

And I don't like not remembering those things, either.

[mapsio]

It wasn't the most pleasant experience.

[ soothing him with more hairpets. ]

[criminaljustice]

[answering hug squeezes]

I don't doubt it, from what I've heard...

But I don't blame you for not really believing in a Heaven after that, either. I think I stopped believing that after the betrayal house.

[mapsio]

I've heard a lot of stories from the betrayal house.

[ using her free hand to cup his cheek and stroke it with her thumb. ]

We don't have to talk about it, if you don't want.

[criminaljustice]

[turning his face into that and letting out a sigh, deflating or maybe relaxing a bit]

No... I wanna focus on you, right now.

[mapsio]

[ Pecking his nose. ]

You should know by now that I might be a little bad at that.