[and he is indeed there, as promised. still bruised from the fight and looking... infinitely tired. poking around on his phone when he looks up at her entering.]
I don't mean the fight in itself, I mean... I should have put more into it than "hey, don't forget your thing with Maki". That's the really stupid part.
... but I guess it wasn't really clear to me until I got your texts about it.
[huffs out the last of her embarrassment and then settles in next to him]
Yeah... more or less. I mean, it still takes some interpretation, but he definitely cares about me. He's... been there for me, more than once. And let me be there for him.
I know it's been kind of back and forth with... coping and trauma and stuff between us--and mostly on my end. So I'm really glad there's someone you can turn to during all of that.
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[and he is indeed there, as promised. still bruised from the fight and looking... infinitely tired. poking around on his phone when he looks up at her entering.]
Hey.
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Hey. It's probably obvious, but I wanted to talk about the thing with Intensity.
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[c-concern? Maki???]
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You're just looking... a little pale.
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[still gonna be a little concerned but.]
So about Intensity.
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...I'm sorry I snapped at you. It just felt like... you didn't understand him, or what he's been to me lately.
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feels like he just got sideswiped by a golf cart again.]
I mean... I admittedly... kind of don't? In some ways.
Like, I didn't think Intensity let anyone know emotional vulnerabilities... mostly because he definitely doesn't let me. And yet...
[kind of gestures to her before dropping his hands.]
... I'm sorry I didn't think to stop the fight. I even tried to remind him about your meet-up but that's probably when I should have thought about it.
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... but I guess it wasn't really clear to me until I got your texts about it.
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So... I wanted to tell you. What our relationship is like now.
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[she did mention something like that once.]
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Well...
...he's...
[she turns red as she trails off, unsure how to start now that she's gotten this far]
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[you left this wide open with that pause. teasing cannot help but happen]
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I-I mean... It's... I don't know that he didn't... before...
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[he'll wait.]
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[it doesn't actually take her long to come up with this]
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[his face would be fucking priceless, Boss is sad he'll never see it.
time to pull Maki over so they can sit and be comfortable, looking very much humored.]
Anyway, sexcapades aside, it sounds like you managed to get passed all his corporate speak and into the real heart of things.
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Yeah... more or less. I mean, it still takes some interpretation, but he definitely cares about me. He's... been there for me, more than once. And let me be there for him.
...And, he... makes me really happy?
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I know it's been kind of back and forth with... coping and trauma and stuff between us--and mostly on my end. So I'm really glad there's someone you can turn to during all of that.
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That's not what I'm saying.
You have your own relationship with him and he makes you happy and can be there for you if and when I can't. That's all I mean.
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