Not all of it. Sanguine tends to let people in no questions asked.
[Admittedly he had every reason to expect Crow to be welcomed, but he also let C in.]
I know a lot of you have priorities outside the unit, and I understand that. And I like Maki, and Fox...and even A. But I feel like I haven't had room to breathe since Oni...
[She trails off. That's still hard to talk about.]
I'm tired. I lost my temper with Crow the other day.
[and she's actually bringing up Oni, which means... it's pretty rough.
gonna try for putting an arm around her shoulders, though.]
I get it. It's been rough. And we can figure out how to make things work so you're not as pressured.
Maki and Fox have the issue with Taisho... so I don't want to just throw them out but I can always ask them to spend some time at AlcheME or... I dunno, I guess Heart Soldier Senshi would be good for Fox to spend some time at? I'll hash it out with them.
And if you need me to talk with Sanguine and Phoenix, I can do that.
[She will let him. After a moment she might even lean into it a little.]
Yeah. I know they have issues with Taisho, that's why I haven't brought it up before. I don't even mind that they're around sometimes, but when they're always around and then we get a bunch of visitors after a bad game...
No, I get it. It's a lot of change all at once and we haven't really... been able to slow down.
Maki and I were talking about upgrading my room so there could be another room sort of thing? That way she won't be constantly in our unit space so much. I'm not sure if that'll help with what you're saying, but... it's something we can try on that end. Or we can figure something else out.
I'm pretty sure Phoenix and Sanguine won't mind if I tell them to cool it down for a while also. We know we're the more... outgoing? Ones on Bad End, so...
... he said a lot of things. About how he couldn't take how shitty things were going for us. After the monster game. I think... probably the producers pulled him... because he was ready to lose it. Mad Dog and all.
Maybe they didn't want it to happen so early or...
[pausing in hair petting because. he. he sure has not talked about this with anyone and thinking about it also means thinking about monster game trauma and yeah.]
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Boss: on my way
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Hey.
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Hey.
[Now that he's here she's actually not sure where to start talking about this so it takes her a minute.]
I mentioned this to Nine already, but...the dorm has been pretty crowded lately.
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winces a bit, rubbing at his neck before... moving to sit next to her.]
Sorry... I know a lot of that's on me.
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[Admittedly he had every reason to expect Crow to be welcomed, but he also let C in.]
I know a lot of you have priorities outside the unit, and I understand that. And I like Maki, and Fox...and even A. But I feel like I haven't had room to breathe since Oni...
[She trails off. That's still hard to talk about.]
I'm tired. I lost my temper with Crow the other day.
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gonna try for putting an arm around her shoulders, though.]
I get it. It's been rough. And we can figure out how to make things work so you're not as pressured.
Maki and Fox have the issue with Taisho... so I don't want to just throw them out but I can always ask them to spend some time at AlcheME or... I dunno, I guess Heart Soldier Senshi would be good for Fox to spend some time at? I'll hash it out with them.
And if you need me to talk with Sanguine and Phoenix, I can do that.
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Yeah. I know they have issues with Taisho, that's why I haven't brought it up before. I don't even mind that they're around sometimes, but when they're always around and then we get a bunch of visitors after a bad game...
[It's a lot? It feels like a lot.]
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No, I get it. It's a lot of change all at once and we haven't really... been able to slow down.
Maki and I were talking about upgrading my room so there could be another room sort of thing? That way she won't be constantly in our unit space so much. I'm not sure if that'll help with what you're saying, but... it's something we can try on that end. Or we can figure something else out.
I'm pretty sure Phoenix and Sanguine won't mind if I tell them to cool it down for a while also. We know we're the more... outgoing? Ones on Bad End, so...
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We can even charge admission for it.
[that's a joke but like. also pretty sure people would pay money to help keep things comfortable.]
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[and yet, we still get fucked up in games]
...I know it's selfish, but I can't help but feel like, it might be nice to spend time as a unit, sometimes, outside of games.
[u know, family bonding time when we aren't having to decide who to kill or something.]
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... but it has kind of felt like we've been a bit more distant with each other, lately. I dunno if it's because... of Oni... or...
[it's probably at least half to do with Oni being gone.]
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[Just. Stating it bluntly.]
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Boss sure feels a lump in his throat.]
... it has.
It really has.
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[And yet here we are.]
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Maybe they didn't want it to happen so early or...
[pausing in hair petting because. he. he sure has not talked about this with anyone and thinking about it also means thinking about monster game trauma and yeah.]
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He had a right to be mad. I was mad. I'm still mad. But...they didn't take me away.
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Sorry. I don't expect you to know. I just...
[she has a lot of feelings.]
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[worn out. he's done a lot of venting lately? but still. so much.]
Anyway, just let it out if you need to.
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Being mad is easy compared to this.
[she knows how to be angry and she knows how to express it. She actually has no idea what to do about missing someone.]
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[that's probably part of why... he's been...
time to loop other arm around her, though. more securely.]
It's definitely easier, but... it's okay. I won't say anything about it.
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Say anything about what? Me being sad and tired? I think people have noticed.
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Any outburst you might have that you don't want people to know about.
... I should have more of those, myself, according to all of you guys.
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